December22011

I love this song

10PM

Vampire Promise

My teeth are sharp as a vampire’s teeth

My blood is roming free but this bloolust is

Killing me I need blood I need blood now.

Before I go insane and kill my pray.

How can one such girl want this much blood?

She needs blood now becasue its killing her

Not drinking it.

How can one girl make so much damage?

That there is blood everywhere.

This girlmay be crazy, insane and very dark.

If she puts you in her arms you will suffer

The painful death of the monster inside this girl.

How can you stop her?

How can you kill her?

How can you make sure she doesn’t get you?

How can you make sure your not next?

This girl may be crazy, insane even very dark,

but are you sure you can fight her off.

When her teeth sink into your bare neck

It will feel good at first but wheb she gets

deeper you will start and feel they pain

How can you stop her?

How can you kill her?

How can you make sure she doesn’t get you?

How can you make sure your not next?

This girl is crazy, insane and even very dark

It’s too late she has you now scream for your life

Becaue this will be your last day on this earth.

YOU COULD BE THE NEXT ONE AFTER YOUR FRIEND!!!!

She bites the neck and blood everywhere.

How can you stop her?

How can you kill her?

How can you make sure she doesn’t get you?

How can you make sure your not next?

You can’t stop her

You can’t kill her

She always finds a way to get you

You are her next pry

Now your done for beg for life beg for the change

It’s your choice and you choose right.

NOw your her second hand person and your life is good.

NOw YOUR ONE OF US!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!

10PM

Lose Myself

V1

Why do I feel such pain?

It’s like a burning flame

My heart is bursting open

My past and memories push upward

Why can’t I lose myself?

The remains of my broken heart

Have been torn and shreds

CR

I’m sinking in despair

Yet I still feel hurt

Why can’t I lose myself?

The hate and sadness

Falls on me in waves

V2

I’m drowning in pain

And there is no one to save me

Why can’t I lose myself?

The pain has overcome me

BR

I’m dead in the water

My hope has fled

There is nothing left

I am lost.

10PM

The Fallen Angel

When the sky goes dark

And the moon comes out

You hear spooky noises

And it’s cold to the bone

You feel like something watching you

Then the wind blows and you hear a whisper

The whisper of a life not deserved

And it was slowly taken away

By a evil spirit that has be betrayed

And a dying  angel that has been disfaced

Falling angel, falling, hitting the earth

Fallen angel, fallen, preparing for hurt

The angel hunts for fear and betrayal

That  has taken it’s life withheld

Falling angel, falling, hitting the earth

Fallen angel, fallen, perparing for hurt

The hunt goes on for the angel to find

It’s life that has been betrayed her own kind

The angel must find the power, power of life

The pain was severe, just like a knife

Stuck in her back

No one told her it’d be so bad

But they were wrong and it was severe

Falling angel, falling, hitting the earth

Fallen angel, fallen, perparing for hurt.

The power, the power of life was in her hands

But disappeared in thin air the angel was mad

Mad as can be, her betrayal was worst then she thought.

The power, the power of life was gone and she suffered.

The betrayal was so bad that the power, the power of life turned into the power, the power of death.

Falling angel, falling, hitting the earth

Fallen, fallen, perparing for hurt

Her life was  gone and so was the powers, the powers of life and death.

Gone forever, til the angel falls again


10PM

Can’t You See My Eyes

V1

Never say goodbye

Jest spread out your wings and fly

Can’t you see my eyes

They sparkle like the sky

V2

Can’t you see my eyes

HOw hard they always try

They don’t want to hide

Becasue they always try

I can’t get you off my mind

CH

Becasue they always try,

They always try to find you

Because they like you.

They want you.

Baby I think I love you

BR

So they always try to find you.

Because they want you, they need you,

Baby I’ve falling for you…..

My eyes always find you….

They find you til the end.

10PM

Missing my Love

When I hear your voice it bring me

Great joy.

When you touch me or hug me

I feel like you know

The real me.

When I look into your eyes

I smile and I see

Into your mind.

When we are together I feel

Loved and I feel free.

When I cry you are always there

To wrap away my tears

And you always know what to do.

When I am sad you always

Know how to cheer me up.

When I see you I always

Ran up to you and I 

Always smile.

When I see you smiling

I’m always smiling back.

When I hear your Heartbeat

I can feel your love

And care for me.

When someone hurts me you’ll

Always there for me

And you always fight for me.

And sometimes you can be very

Over protective, but I don’t

Care, because you’re my big sis

And you are always in my heart.

But you are smart and kind

And that is why your always 

On my mind.


9PM

another video for her

9PM

This is a viedo I made for my love Dessie she’s my everything

October52011

Tired of Ppl doing this to me

I”m so tired of ppl making fun of me and crap. If you ahve a prolbm with me then say it to my face not behind my back. Im so tired of ppl doing that to me. Yeah im slow and weak but hey at least I have a life and someone who I love very deeply then you other ppl. I have the best friend/big sis ever Hayley Jackson . Yeah I wear some differant outfits so what. I love ROTC and PT so don’t be saying crap that I didn’t do anything toi you. IM so sick of pl doing this to me. You have nothing else better to do but to make fun of ppl like me. But we are strong. So we can fight it off. Im going to ignore you ppl as much as I can even tho ill be mad ill get over it. And one thing is I’m  not a Brat like someone called me today and other Im not that strong or weak but I can do my best to make everyone I love and care about Happy like other ppl can’t. I don’t care if I m not a prep or anything. All I’m saying is. Don’t talk behind my back just say it to my face and be a man or a woman. idc about it that much anymore. im not afried to get beating or anything. I just don’t like fighting. SO say it to my face instead of behind my back. Im not weak like some ppl. That’s all I got to say.  

5PM

Tired Of All of it

I’m so freaking tired of preps and stuff doing this to me. I had one hell of day day that I almost went off on someone and I stopped myself becaue she isn’tr wroth my time. If ppl have freaking praobm with me then say it to my face. I don’t care what you do i won’t fight back ill just try my best and take it. It you have something against me then just say it to my face instesd of behind my back. Im so tired of s*it that it makes me so mad. I had to control myself from getting into a fight. I stopped myself and went to office im not a fighter. I don’t like getting into fight. Life is hard, but b*tches hit harder” get thrupth you mind ppl. IM NO F*CKING FIGHTER AND i DON’T PICK FIGHTS SO DON’T PICK FRIGHTS WITH ME!!! IM TIRED OF THIS S*IT IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT. D:< I just don’t like it anymore. I have  been made fun of all my life and I’m not going to fight because I’m not a fighter. “Life is hard, but Bitches hit harder”

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